Sunday, May 28, 2017

Putting an End to Beader’s Block?

Greetings, beaders! I have been putting off a return to the blog for quite some time, mainly because I haven’t been certain for many weeks whether or not I would continue to make things or write about them on a regular basis. The good news is that if I don’t get started now, I will have too many projects to update on, and some things will have to be left behind. Since we can’t have that, it’s time to start catching up.

For the last several months I’ve been completely laid out with the worst case of beader’s block I’ve ever experienced. It would be appropriate to call it complete creative burn out. The last couple of years were very busy around here, both creatively and life-wise. In the past I’ve had a lot of success in challenging myself to write and create every day, but this time around it spelled certain doom for my beads and I. After taking a break in December to work on personal projects, I simply couldn’t bring myself to make anything new. I felt overwhelmed by obligations and underwhelmed by inspiration. I had a terrible case of the don’t-wannas. I couldn't even find the energy to check my emails everyday. It was all too easy to fall into a new routine where I could relax, nap, read, or binge-watch whenever I wanted. I have to admit that I was enjoying the down time a lot. Part of me was very worried that I might not ever want to do beadwork again.

At first I thought I just needed a change of pace, so I put away the spiral rope necklace that I was working on and tried to reboot. Unfortunately no new projects really came to mind. I did a bit of an assessment and decided that I needed to cull some of my pursuits so that I could focus on what I really wanted to do. The first step was to deactivate my jewelry shop. This was hard to do at first, since I’ve put so much effort into it over the years, but I knew that the obligation of maintaining it was draining my energy. When I did my taxes and saw my revenue for the year, any regret I felt vanished. It was time.


Although I did feel a lot lighter after dropping that ball and chain, I still didn’t have a lot of desire to create. My next step was to unpack all of the jewelry from my shop and set it up in my own wardrobe. I was hoping for a boost of inspiration there, but it actually had the opposite effect. If I wasn’t creating for the shop anymore, I would end up wearing anything I made, and now I had more jewelry than I could ever need. It has been absolutely fabulous to be able to wear all of my favorite pieces, and after a few weeks I realized that there were a few things I wouldn’t mind having more of – especially if I could design them just for my own personal style. I pulled out some beads to make a new cuff bracelet in my favorite color and pattern – green with black and white stripes – but I got bored after only an inch of work. I was still too attached to my new routine and the design just wasn’t juicy enough to keep me at my workspace.



I tried looking through some of my bead stash to see if my favorite materials would spark a little inspiration. Now that I could do anything that I want with the beads, I hoped that I would remember a design idea that I denied myself in favor of the shop. Nothing seemed to speak to me. I had almost lost hope in finding my bead groove again when something totally unexpected happened. I was able to acquire a new handbag for just a few dollars, and the plain black and white design cried out to be embellished. On a hunch, I took out one of my Beadsmith needles and pushed it through the material to see what would happen. It was like stitching through butter. That night I had all of my favorite seed beads and coins spread out on the table and a palette came together.



I decided to go with a freeform design using lots of concentric circles, so I could just go with whatever I was in the mood for at the moment. I wanted to see how the overall design would evolve from one beading session to the next. I worked on the bag every night for several weeks before I started to tire of it. But before I could lose the beading groove, new inspiration struck! While watching an old kids movie from the 80’s, I recalled a character whose wardrobe included about a hundred rubber vending machine bangles, and how badly I had wished such a look for myself. I had never really gotten around to purchasing or making something like that, but now that I had all of my beads and time to myself, I realized I could go ahead and make absolutely anything that I wanted.

I cleaned off my second bead tray, which made it necessary to start a Work in Progress stash so that I could store the forgotten cuff for later. Then I went through my 8/o seed bead stash and picked out a palette of blues and browns, with some black and white stripes for good measure. Using stretch cord, I made about 14 mini bangles – not quite the quantity that I was inspired by, but I definitely like the look of them all slouched together like one big cuff. This inspiration lead to a few others, and now I’ve got three projects on the go, all of which I think I’ll be able to finish without any hiccups.



It feels great to have things mostly back to normal, although I have mobilized my workspace so that I can hunker down on the sofa. Netflix-and-bead time is a lot more enjoyable when I’m not hunched over my laptop. I can’t promise that I’ll ever get back to my previous writing schedule, but I will be sure to document this new beading journey.

What have you been working on lately?

Mortira

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9 comments:

  1. Long time reader and follower, but perhaps the first time commenting.

    Welcome back. I have always enjoyed your posts and seeing what you've made (and your work is very inspirational). I have been beading for close to thirty years and there have been times when I've simply had to put the beads away for a long time (sometimes years). Life can get in the way, inspiration dries up, other interests take up time. But I always come back. I'm delighted to see that you have gone through something similar, made some excellent decisions, and have picked up needle and thread and beads again - for your own personal enjoyment.

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  2. So glad you are back. I have been in a slump too. You have inspired me, Mortira!

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  3. I too have been in a slump of a life time. I have tried everything. I even tried the tv tray at the couch with Netflix (i love Netflix). I even decided to pull out all my newelry thst needed a new clasp, anew bead or a little fixing nothin major hoping that would jumpstart zomething. I went through my binder of drawings looking for inspiration nothing. Its been almost 3 months. Im now hoping with the summer months coming and im not allowed outside over 85 degrees (due to an illness) it will bring back something.

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  4. Hey, Morti! It's good to see you back! I hear you about a creative block! After a full fall/winter show schedule, I had a huge block as well - the Muses went on a very extended vacation. I didn't make anything new for close to 3 months (although I was able to still add things to my shop photographing things that didn't sell at the shows). Have taken a lot more time off this spring and greatly reduced the number of shows (only did 2!). And it feels GOOD! Your new work is beautiful. Look forward to seeing your posts.

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  5. I enjoyed reading your email Mortira. Good to know you're beading if and when you feel like it. I hope to continue to use the Inspirational Beading site to learn more about beading. It's a fabulous place for a fairly new to bead weaving beader to visit. I'm working on a colourful cat 2 drop even count peyote cuff and a circular peyote rope to which I'll be adding a beaded cabachon. Wishing you good health and happiness.

    Happy Beading,
    Sheri

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  6. Hi Mortira, I am another avid reader of your emails/blog, and also someone who rarely comments on anything online. I must tell you that I am very happy to see you back online .... I love your blog and have learned many new-to-me stitches and techniques from you. I bead for myself, and my own enjoyment. I am hoping that you will find what is best for you and your beads. I do hope your blog will continue, I enjoy reading it very much. Have fun on your new journey, MaryPat

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  7. i'm so glad you're back! i was getting concerned about your existence honestly.

    i've had many ups and downs with creative block. i'm still in the midst of a decade or so of writer's block sadly. my bouts of beader's block tend to be much shorter and i tend to be able to drag myself out of them by working on something mindless like a spiral stitch rope.

    right now i'm working on beaded bezels for my stockpile of polymer clay cabs. of course that stockpile keeps growing since i keep thinking of pretty colour combos to swirl together.

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  8. I'm SO glad your back !!!

    Even if it's intermittent.
    I have been in a creative halt myself.

    My husband bought me a puppy (4 years ago) and it's nearly impossible to do any beading because he wants my attention.

    I smiled when I saw your bangles because that's exactly what I did !!! I could squeak out a couple before his attention span for resting exhausted. Oh sure, some earrings here and there maybe a single strand bracelet but it's something !!!

    Let yourself float and you will reawaken !!!

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    1. A new puppy begging for attention sounds like the BEST excuse possible to not be able to focus on beadwork. My dogs are 10 years old now but the neighbors just got a puppy. It causes them to act like a puppy again when they see her. It's wonderful. But then, I do get to go back inside and they are quickly napping and letting me get down to bead business.

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